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Dear.,
I wonder,
Do you ever stare at me,
like I do at you?
Do you ever think about me,
the way I think about you?
Do you ever wonder,
what I'm wondering right now?
Do you ever want something with me,
the way I want it with you?
Do you ever do it all,
like I do it too?


I don't know.
There are so much things I don't know.
And I don't know wether to hate it,
or like it.
I don't know, if I should write the things I wanna tell,
I don't know if I should not do that.

Unknown.

OOOH OOOH SOMETIMES I GET A GOOD FEELING... yeah

Dearest reader,

I really feel good for once! Just, good. Not like "hmmmh" Just, GOOD : D
I don't know why, I think it has to deal with school. I'm  trying to focus 100% on school and even though we've only had 3 days of school, I think I can keep up like this. 

Also tonight is the first training of the year, wich makes me happy too :) My friends are coming too, and I really hope they'll have fun and keep playing Handbal, wich would be quite awesome!

Kind of a short post, this.. Sorry, but I don't really have anything left to say (except I have the cutest boy ever in my math class.......... Wich doesn't matter ofcourse! xd). If anything comes up to me, I'll post it for sure.
Maybe I should change my blog name to "Post it for sure" hihi.
Anyways,

See Ya Later
Jilliciouskisses x

Helleman & speechless

Dearest reader,
Today was our intorduction day for school. We had a high-tea and it was pretty... lame.. We expected more...
So, from all the mentors you can have, me and my friend have mrs. Helleman. 
Do you know monsters & Co, that movie? 
And do you know that snail in the movie?
Yeh. Helleman is the exact copy of that.
Soooo, me and my friend kinda have a "troubled past" with her (she totally hates us ;D ) and we hate her.
ANYWAYS
this whole story means I wont be posting much from now on, as I have to fully focus on school..
Love, Jill

PS. the friend in this story is a great singer, and she uploaded a video of her singing Speechless from Lady Gaga (because I asked/forced her to...). I think it's really beautiful and it would mean EVERYTHING to me if y'all checked it out..
thanks a lot! 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad32sRqIdCI&feature=plcp

Update + apologies

Dearest reader,
sorry, again.....
I didn't knew 'till a week ago I would be in Zeeland with my grandmother&father, so I couldn't post (again..).
I'm really sorry not keep you guys up to date, but I can't help it, and I do have a reason (actually 2..) for that;
Simply because nothing happens in my life.
I am so sorry.

Love, Me

Ps. I got a little update!
I'm  thinking about making a vlog on youtube, but I'm not sure if I will do that because I'm a bit afraid my english is terrible and I don't have things to talk about. If I do make a vlog and upload it, I'll sure post it here!

Sorry!

Dearest reader,
I am so sorry for not posting so long.
The reason;
Nothing.
It's vacation, wich means my To-Do list looks like this;

1. Sleep 'till 12 o'clock
2. Breakfast 'till 1 o'clock
3. Start my pc up and play silly games 'till 5 o'clock, unless my mother
wants me to do something for her, then I interrupt my PC session to make Happy mammy ;D
4. Dinner, mostly from 6 o'clock 'till 7 o'clock
5. Re-start my computer and chat/play 'till 9 o'clock
6. get downstairs to watch TV 'till 11 o'clock
7. get to bed and chat / read 'till 12 o'clock or half past 12....
8. sleep.

As you might have seen, I'm very busy all day long, wich means I don't have time or energy to post ... 
No, just kiddin' ;)
It's just that nothing happens these days, and I don't really want it to be diffrent.
Though today is exactly one year ago my grandfather died, so tonight my grandmother will visit us and stay here for dinner. I hope she doesn't have a hard day today, and may all the love be with her <3

Love, 
Busy me ;p