We are us.

La la la la la la la

Hush, don't speak.
When you spit your venom, keep it shut, I hate it
when you hiss and preach,
about your new messiah 'cause your theories catch fire.

I can't find those silver linings,
I don't mean to judge..
But when you read your speech, it's tiring,
Enough is enough.

I'm covering my ears like a kid
When your words mean nothing, I go la la la
I'm turning off the volume when you speak
Cause if my heart can't stop it, I find a way to block it
I go
La la, la la la...
La la, la la la...
I find a way to block it
I go
La la, la la la...
La la, la la la...

Yes our love is running out of time
I won't count the hours, rather be a coward
When our words collide
I'm gonna drown you out before I lose my mind.

Dearest reader,
it's been a while, hasn't it?
Don't worry, I'm not here to whaste your time with useless stories. I'm here to show you something:
A while ago I came across this by accident. I read it and cried like a baby. It just touched me.
I hope it does the same to you. 
Give it a look :)

Thank you

Dearest reader

A year ago I started this blog to share my thoughts with the wonderful world called "The World Wide Web". 365 days have passed, and I've never really regret sharing life with others. There have been some hard times for all of us, but eventually, everything turned out right.

And here we are. 
One year later.
Here we are. 
More than 2000 views further.
Here we are. 
Stronger, taller, older, better.

I'm looking forward to another year of improving my English ;p, sharing my thoughts and complaining about life :)

And I hope

you guys

will be right there with me

THANK YOU

Hi guys!
Just a quick update:
I changed my Tumblr-url to www.nolifeforsure.tumblr.com
so if you want to follow
BE MY GUEST!

Love and stay dreaming <'3

You were right

You want my love
I want your death
I hate you so much
From your toes to your head
You told me that
You promised me this
But the truth in your words
That's what I miss
You said you loved me
You said you cared
I couldn't say "I love you" back
Guess I was too scared
And now you're gone
Gone, at last
The days you cared
Are now my deep past
I really hate you,
Really, a lot.
Sometimes so much
I wish you got shot.
But I can't change a thing
Life's pretty tough
You're still alive
And I'm still in love.

Art Work

Dearest reader,
to celebrate the amazing amounts of views I get on my blog, here's a little post with some of my (personal) best posts, to check out if you're new here. Hope you like them :)

Dear Puberty 
Me trying to be deep about puberty.

Yesterday is History.. 
A post with beautiful pictures, songs, poems, stories, sites, etc.

Bitch, shut up 
One of my many poems..

Music and Lyrics 
Post from a week ago about some of my favorite lyrics (has been updated since first upload)

Loss of Words 
One of my poems about how to speak your mind. (Damn I should start following my own advice..)

Girls 
Post with 4 facts about girls, 

Little Story 
A tiny Dutch story about the death of my grandfather.

Poetry 
Beautiful short poems (not self-written) including source :)

Words 
Another self-written poem about how to speak your mind.

Unknown 
About not knowing things

Who are you Really? 
A beautiful video made by my wonderful friend Erica.

Bad Luck Jill?

Dearest reader,
a second ago, I found an old poem I wrote a few months ago. I changed it a bit, and here it is!
Hope you like it, enjoy :)

No mirror needed
to show me what I  have
No jokes or death needed
to make me cry or laugh

For my faith in me,
I don't need any god.
No hate needed
to tell me what I'm not.

No brains needed
to command me what to do
No heart needed
to feel my love for you


My personal quote: "It's not what you are, it's what you believe you are."
Like when people call you fat: After a while you start to believe it, and you start to call yourself fat. You are not fat, you just believe you are.
Another example: You have to perform on stage, and you feel nervous. You are not nervous, you just think you are, because you're "supposed" to? "Nervousness" is mostly something made up by people themselves. You believe you're nervous, but actually, you're not! 

It must sound extremely weird, but hey.. give it a try when you're nervous or feeling down?

Love ~xx~

Music and Lyrics!

Dearest Reader,
before I start my actual post: Please check out the movie " Music and Lyrics " (click for more info on ImdB)
I really love it (it has Hugh Grant in it, I mean c'mon!) and I think everyone should see it!
So.... Here are some of my favorite lyrics. Hope you enjoy!

"There's a lot of stuff to tell you,
to lie about there's  even more.
A lot of dirt around to dig in,
burning way down to the core
to be better than before." - Ocean, Racoon.

"They say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator." - You Need Me I Don't Need You, Ed Sheeran

"I'd be smiling if I wasn't so desperate,
I'd be patient if I had the time." - Clown, Emily Sandé

"You're too proud to say that you made a mistake,
you're a coward 'till the end. 
I don't want to admit,
that we're not gonna fit,
that I'm not the type what you like.
Why don't we just pretend?" - Lies, Marina and the Diamonds

"I never told you that I like
the way you dance slightly out of time.
And pretend you know the words
to a song you've never heard." - Gold Rush, Ed Sheeran

"I hope he buys you flowers,
and holds your hand.
Gives you all his hours
when he has the chance.
Take you to every party 
'cause I remember how much you love to dance.
Do all the things I should've done,
when I was your man." - When I was your man, Bruno Mars

"And now,
when all is done there is nothing to say.
You have gone, so effortlessly.
You have won you can go ahead,
tell them." - Impossible, Shontelle

"I guess it's funnier from where you're standing,
because from over here I miss the joke." - Clown, Emily Sandé

"Empty moments, sleepless nights,
I think about you every night, 
wondering what went wrong." - Fade, James Arthur


"There are many things that I'd like to say to you, but I don't know how." - Wonderwall, Ed Sheeran's COVER

" 'Cause I feel like I'm the worst so I always act like I'm the best." - Oh No!, Marina and the Diamonds

"We're a step ahead, it's not that far, but it's a step ahead." - Speaking in Code, Will Dixon

"I can't, no I won't hush,
I'll say the words that make you blush." - You need me I don't need you, Ed Sheeran

Now after all these quotes, there's a version of You Need Me I Don't Need You which I'd love to show you. It's right there! (The orange one!)









And of course, the song I couldn't just quote two or three lines from:
Speechless - Lady Gaga
Made me cry first time I saw it. It's really amazing and I love this woman so much!
I posted this one earlier, but I'mma do it again ^.^

Now if anyone has suggestions for new songs, you know how to comment!
LOVE X

Thanks?!

Goodday everyone!!
Just a quick post to tell you guys that I've reached 1500 pageviews (I've got 1507 right now or something)! 
I'm really thankful that you guys keep checking out my blog :)

Thank you very much!!
New post will be uploaded soon x
Love,
Jill x

Dropping

Hey guys!
I think y'all have noticed it: I kinda quit posting for a while.
My apologies!
So I just wanted to drop these here, maybe you already know them. Personally I think they're all great songs, and I hope you will enjoy them as much as I do!

The last one is an originally Dutch song, but they've translated it in English, and tbh I think it's really beautiful. (The Dutch version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQvkcVNdgPo )

Stay awesome,
Jill

Who are you, Really?

Dearest reader,
first of all, Happy new year!!
Second, I saw this video today and I loved it, and it would be great if y'all would check it out. It's not just the video, but I also love the poem.
So please check it!

Love, x