Joy

Dearest reader,
My brother just got called with the message he passed his exams..  It wasn't quite a surprise, because he always get the highest marks you can expect...
So now everybody is happy and celebrating,
accept me.
Dumb, little, annoying me.


I am already so nervous for my exams!
I know it's pessimistic to say, but I just know that I am going to fail my exams.. And then I have to tell my mother and father, and they will be broken hearted and dissapointed as f**k, but will just tell me that it's okay, just to make me feel better...


And right now I am in a test week, and I study so hard my head falls off...
today I totally screwed Biology, and I think math sucked too.
Tomorrow I have German, Dutch and economics.. But I haven't studied yet, because my parents want me to sit down an smile, just like everybody else.


Of course I am really proud of my brother, it's just that I've always been dumber and more bothersome than him. I guess thats what gave me the urge to really study my f**king ass off.....


But now I have to go, 
I'll see you around.
For everyone else that passed his/her exams, congratz :)


Love,
Me